For months now I procrastinated with writing this blog for the fear of not being able to give it a satisfying first post. As if I was writing a Daniel Steele novel, and had to meticulously research every single euphemism for the word "cock" the English dictionary currently considers to be in use. Yeah, sure I write with hope of others randomly coming across this odd page and enjoying the read, but it isn't the aesthetics that I am after here, is it?
Perhaps, it was just the fear of making this step. Because once started this is going to become my daily routine. And it's not that I am afraid of new things. I'm afraid of commitment. And it will be a real struggle to stay on the task and write every day about my sexual misconduct, but... Something tells me that this new relationship that I'm about to develop with my laptop might be the one that I actually come to enjoy. I never would have guessed a computer could tickle my neurons with anything else than porn and Game of Thrones. Life never ceases to surprise!
So I'm already on the third paragraph and there is still no mention of what this whole thing is about! Ok, here we go...
My name is Adam Nathan Schultz (I am not using an alias), I am 27 years old. I want to write about my daily life, with a strong focus on the sexual side of it. Sex plays a major role in my life, and this blog is just a way of creating an opportunity for self-assessment, confrontation and a dialogue with my own perception of what drives me to do the things I do.
But apart from that self-involved side of writing about my life, I want to find people on the web who will see my stories as something they can relate to. Who will see themselves when I go through the mechanics of sex parties and *insert banned word* taking. Who will consider it helpful to find someone else in a situation so similar to their own.
Sex will be de-constructed. Through some very specific examples.
*deep breath*
Let's get started!
